Plot??? What Plot???
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It’s finally happend!!!Happend!!!...
I’m slightly mad!!!...
© Queen «I’m going slightly mad»
Some time a. m., some day, some year....
...It’s shining so brightly...too brightly....so i can’t see anything. Where am I? What am I doing here? Oh, this mad Sun in the end of a long corridor!!!...I am jast a stranger at this unfriendly planet, and the sky, cold and dry, is laughing at me every single moment...Stars became smaller...They’ singing their drank songs and trying to mock at me... «Stranger!! Stranger!!»…Voises from outside are crusifying my head...
And I’m running away from here...
14.05. p.m., the day before tomorrow, at school.
...It was an ordinary school party...No....It was THE FIRST school party I was invited to. About ten years of my grey boring life I was a good girl, the best pupil in class and parents’ treasure...But now.....mmmm!!!!.....at the end of the year...I’m going to Linda Perry’s party!!!!! Linda Perry herself came to me in the morning, smiled brightly and asked me if could I come to her party today’s evening...Then, she blinked mysteriously to Berta, Maily, Selly, Barby, Sindy and Jessica and they directed their steps down the noizy school corridor. Tonight everybody will be at Linda’s. And – ME TOO!!!!!!!!!! It’s finally happend!!!....How happy, really happy I was....
And I’m running away from the school...
18. 30. p.m., I’m still at home, standing at the big mirror....
....So????.....Lipstik.....Red shoes, pink dress....Blue eyeshadows.....Didn’t I forget about something????....Mmmmm.....What???? The party is already began!!!!!....Nooo!!!! I don’t want to be late for the party!!!!!...
And I’m running away from home....
20.34. p. m., At the Party.
- Hello Heily!!!! You look sooooo.....sweet!!!....hahaha!!!!-Linda Perry and some of her friends stared at me and laughed very loudly.
- You’re beautiful.....ohhoho......- Nick Black showed me his wide smile.
- ….Ummm…Beautiful outsider....- at this moment my heart stopped beating....Yes, it was HIS voice. The best voice in the world....Then He looked at me with HIS wild cat’s eyes, blinked to me so mockery and slowly entered the nearest room…
…Nooooo….It was very strong, more stronger than me…So I stayed opposite the opened door, looked at HIM with great admiration and smiled…Just stayed and smiled…And nothing else…Ahh!...But noise, loud music and crowds of boys and girls turned me back to the Earth soon.
22. 15 p. m. Still at the Party…
…Excuse me, pleeeeeeeease…!!!...I don’t remember my first glass of alcohol!…I don’t remember my first sigarette…Somebody’s dancing with me and kissing my neck, and I’m afraid it’s maybe not a boy…At least, it is not HE….But…What am I speaking about???!!!...Now I’m feeling SO good, that I don’t care anything…I’m young, beautiful…I’m sexy…I can drink…I can dance…I can live! I am ME!!!...
…My first drug??...Oh, don’t mock at me!!!...If you wanna know, I can tell you…All this evening I just wanted to speak to HIM…At first, just speak…Even whisky couldn’t help me to do it! And then, Linda Perry advised me to try a little pink pill…It was…Nooooo!!!!!It is impossible to describe…The room became wider, everything moved faster and faster…I called HIM, but HE laughed, danced, drinked…Verrry nice, sexy, crazy…I saw HIS tongue, so red and wet, and smiled happily…A beautiful melody filled all my body…I felt happy and began to jump and ,with each other jump, it seemed to me, I could fly away far from here…And I took HIS hand and lost my connection with Earth…It was so pretty, we saw milliards of bright stars…We saw the Sun…They smiled to us and gave to us their warm light…
…I felt everything and nothing the same time...
…Running away…Ohhhhhhhh!!!......
2.00. a. m., At the toilet...
…Where is HE?? Where is the light??????? Bring me the stars back right now!!!!...NOOO!!!!! I don’t want to be on the floor, it’s very cold, and it’s killing me!!!!…My body’s trembling and aching each single second…Darkness hurts my eyes ,and this terrible noise inside my head!!! I’m laying on the floor of the cold deaf toilet, naked, in the pool of my blood, tears and vommit…Everybody forgot about me and have fun together somethere in the sitting-room, like it used to be in my childhood…Hey!!!!!Anybody!!!!....Please!!!! Don’t let me die now…Give me another pink pill…I can’t MYSELF…
… Running away…
Some time a. m., some day, some year....
...It’s shining so brightly...too brightly....so i can’t see anything. Who am I at this unfriendly planet???... «Stranger? Still stranger???»… Stars became smaller and smaller, and this mad Sun in the end of a long corridor is not so far any more… Voises from outside disappears…
And I’m running away from here...Forever...
© ******
It’s finally happend!!!Happend!!!...
I’m slightly mad!!!...
© Queen «I’m going slightly mad»
Some time a. m., some day, some year....
...It’s shining so brightly...too brightly....so i can’t see anything. Where am I? What am I doing here? Oh, this mad Sun in the end of a long corridor!!!...I am jast a stranger at this unfriendly planet, and the sky, cold and dry, is laughing at me every single moment...Stars became smaller...They’ singing their drank songs and trying to mock at me... «Stranger!! Stranger!!»…Voises from outside are crusifying my head...
And I’m running away from here...
14.05. p.m., the day before tomorrow, at school.
...It was an ordinary school party...No....It was THE FIRST school party I was invited to. About ten years of my grey boring life I was a good girl, the best pupil in class and parents’ treasure...But now.....mmmm!!!!.....at the end of the year...I’m going to Linda Perry’s party!!!!! Linda Perry herself came to me in the morning, smiled brightly and asked me if could I come to her party today’s evening...Then, she blinked mysteriously to Berta, Maily, Selly, Barby, Sindy and Jessica and they directed their steps down the noizy school corridor. Tonight everybody will be at Linda’s. And – ME TOO!!!!!!!!!! It’s finally happend!!!....How happy, really happy I was....
And I’m running away from the school...
18. 30. p.m., I’m still at home, standing at the big mirror....
....So????.....Lipstik.....Red shoes, pink dress....Blue eyeshadows.....Didn’t I forget about something????....Mmmmm.....What???? The party is already began!!!!!....Nooo!!!! I don’t want to be late for the party!!!!!...
And I’m running away from home....
20.34. p. m., At the Party.
- Hello Heily!!!! You look sooooo.....sweet!!!....hahaha!!!!-Linda Perry and some of her friends stared at me and laughed very loudly.
- You’re beautiful.....ohhoho......- Nick Black showed me his wide smile.
- ….Ummm…Beautiful outsider....- at this moment my heart stopped beating....Yes, it was HIS voice. The best voice in the world....Then He looked at me with HIS wild cat’s eyes, blinked to me so mockery and slowly entered the nearest room…
…Nooooo….It was very strong, more stronger than me…So I stayed opposite the opened door, looked at HIM with great admiration and smiled…Just stayed and smiled…And nothing else…Ahh!...But noise, loud music and crowds of boys and girls turned me back to the Earth soon.
22. 15 p. m. Still at the Party…
…Excuse me, pleeeeeeeease…!!!...I don’t remember my first glass of alcohol!…I don’t remember my first sigarette…Somebody’s dancing with me and kissing my neck, and I’m afraid it’s maybe not a boy…At least, it is not HE….But…What am I speaking about???!!!...Now I’m feeling SO good, that I don’t care anything…I’m young, beautiful…I’m sexy…I can drink…I can dance…I can live! I am ME!!!...
…My first drug??...Oh, don’t mock at me!!!...If you wanna know, I can tell you…All this evening I just wanted to speak to HIM…At first, just speak…Even whisky couldn’t help me to do it! And then, Linda Perry advised me to try a little pink pill…It was…Nooooo!!!!!It is impossible to describe…The room became wider, everything moved faster and faster…I called HIM, but HE laughed, danced, drinked…Verrry nice, sexy, crazy…I saw HIS tongue, so red and wet, and smiled happily…A beautiful melody filled all my body…I felt happy and began to jump and ,with each other jump, it seemed to me, I could fly away far from here…And I took HIS hand and lost my connection with Earth…It was so pretty, we saw milliards of bright stars…We saw the Sun…They smiled to us and gave to us their warm light…
…I felt everything and nothing the same time...
…Running away…Ohhhhhhhh!!!......
2.00. a. m., At the toilet...
…Where is HE?? Where is the light??????? Bring me the stars back right now!!!!...NOOO!!!!! I don’t want to be on the floor, it’s very cold, and it’s killing me!!!!…My body’s trembling and aching each single second…Darkness hurts my eyes ,and this terrible noise inside my head!!! I’m laying on the floor of the cold deaf toilet, naked, in the pool of my blood, tears and vommit…Everybody forgot about me and have fun together somethere in the sitting-room, like it used to be in my childhood…Hey!!!!!Anybody!!!!....Please!!!! Don’t let me die now…Give me another pink pill…I can’t MYSELF…
… Running away…
Some time a. m., some day, some year....
...It’s shining so brightly...too brightly....so i can’t see anything. Who am I at this unfriendly planet???... «Stranger? Still stranger???»… Stars became smaller and smaller, and this mad Sun in the end of a long corridor is not so far any more… Voises from outside disappears…
And I’m running away from here...Forever...